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zines catalog.... a-g, H-Q, R-Z
new zines to the catalogue
Jen(ny) Ambular #1: My First Band
In The Jaws of the Monster: A Zine about Food, Bodies and Guts
Brash Hymns
Caulophyllum etc: Herbal Abortion and Contraception
Jacmel Working Group: Stories from Haiti After the Jan 2010 Earthquake
also! new music! including: Shellshag! Delay! This Bike is a Pipebomb! and more! at riotgrrrmusic

Jen(ny) Ambular #1: My First Band
I want to live in a world where there are way more girls and queers and trannies in bands and I think one of the things that stops some of us is that it's hard to figure out how to make it happen. Like somehow bands are supposed to just magically happen and if they don't, then......
So I think it's important for people in bands to tell the stories of how it came to be. That's what this zine is.
2 ounces
2.40 u.s., 2.55 canada + mexico, 2.78 international

In The Jaws of the Monster: A Zine about Food, Bodies and Guts
Personal stories, with a political context, written by two people about their complicated relationships with food and their bodies. It's about fat hate and family and capitalism and shame and trying to stay present and trying to find a language that speaks their experience.
2 ounces
2.60 u.s., 3.00 canada and mexico, 3.80 international

Brash Hymns
Poetry by Ryan J from Delay. These are mostly sweet and funny poems about things like white people trying to dance and having holes in your shoes, but also with subjects like the contruction of masculinity, privledge and complacency. I'm not a big fan of poetry zines, but I really liked Ryan's.

2 ounces
1.75 u.s., 2.00 canada and mexico, 2.25 international

Caulophyllum etc: Herbal Abortion and Contraception
Before I ever tried herbal abortion, I thought it swas really important that we have this info out there and I couldn't understand why it was so hard to find. There were some older punk women around and when I tried to talk with them about it, they said that it didn't work and just makes you sick so it's irresponsible to distribute.
Honeslty, at this point, I pretty much agree with that. Most zines (like this one) describe herbal abortion as an alternative to clinical or medical abortion. In reality, herbal abortion works less than 50% of the time (and since many pregnancies end in miscarrage in the first trimester, it's unclear how many of those "sucessful" herbal termanations would have just miscarried on their own anyway). I tried herbal abortion three time and every time it made me feel very DISempowered, and it never worked.
but I know I heard stories like that before I ever tried it, and I know they didn't disuade me from trying it. So here's this zine. It also has a good article on understanding your menstrual cycle.
2 ounces
3.60 u.s., 4.00 canada and mexico, 4.75 international

Jacmel Working Group: Stories from Haiti After the Jan 2010 Earthquake
My friend Ivy was headed to Haiti to work on a documentary about the Haiti's Women's Movement and Kay Fanm, a domestic violence shelter and group home for girls who are survivors of sexual assault; and to visit her friend who was the director of a free art school in Jacmel.
Before she got to Haiti, the earthquake hit, devestating Haiti and killing her friends.
She went to Haiti anyway, and along with Jerry Gildea and Waffle, wrote these stories about their 2 months in Haiti doing relief work. It is about community responses that have been overlooked and errased by mainstream U.S. media.
2 ounces
3.00 u.s., 3.40 canada and mexico, 4.10 international

Apoyo
Spanish translation of Support zine, an anthology zine about supporting abuse survivors.
4 ounces
3.00 u.s., 2.00 canada and mexico, 4.00 international

Ask First: resources for supporters, survivors, and perpetrators of sexual assault this zine is put out by awsome folks in Louisville KY. It has basic artiles about consent, cycles of abuse, forms of abuse, supporting survivors, active listening, being a responsible partner, surviving sexual assault, empowering your sexual identity, resources for perpetrators(including the ten suggestions for people called out for abusive behavior It's really accessible and a great resource.)
3 ounces
3.25 u.s., 4.00 canada and mexico, 5.50 international

Brainscan 24 and 25
three zines in one pretty handprinted envelope. Brainscan 24 is a tiny zine that was written during a 'zine retreat' Alex had with 5 other people one weekend. It's little bits of random things: the story of her name, where she's lived, religion, etc.
Brainscan 25: Pre-existing conditions is huge. It's a sort of companion peice to Brainscan 21, which was about emotional abuse. That one was written from the outside looking in. This one is the inside. the diaries and feelings of being in it. There are diary entries and stories from the late 90's and from 2004. It's about loving and losing love and finding love and losing love and finding love and trying to sort though it all and set boundries and find what she wants and who she is and what she's given up. I don't normally like diary like zines, but this one gives insight into the complexities of trying to save or leave a relationship that isn't good anymore, and how that helps shine light on life changes that need to be made in general. "I do a lot so he won't get mad at me. I'm like that with a lot of things in my life..." intensely personal, sweet and honest.
it also comes with a mini epiloge zine
7 ounces
6.00 u.s., 7.00 canada and mexico, 8.50 international

Brainscan 21 - irreconcilable differences. This zine is about emotional abuse and power dynamics and subtle kinds of abuse of power through manipulation. It really reminds me of a relationship I was in a long time ago that crushed my whole being - even when on the outside everything looked fine.
3 ounces
3.75 u.s., 4.50 canada and mexico, 6.00 international

Brainscan 19
from being the girl scribbling in her notebook to the girl runnning around getting stuff done - helping to organize the Portland Zine Symposium, the weird thing about meeting and making friends with people who's zines you've read, and the ways we represent ourselves. Important tips and ideas that came out of a mental helath workshop she went to. Doing a zine workshop for highschoolers and at the Portland Rock and Roll camp for girls, and how great the camp was.
2 ounces
2.75 u.s., 3.25 canada and mexico, 3.75 international

Brainscan 20
Utah stories: about home can be like memories threatening to consume you. but "I am not afraid of your ghosts. I am not afraid of who I used to be." Alex has a beautiful way of writing these stories - coffee shop crushes, rediculous drinking games, unrequited love, friendship, friendship break up, optimism and small adventures.
2 ounces
2.75 u.s., 3.25 canada and mexico, 3.75 international

Brainscan 22: a practical body modification
This issue is all about IUD's. some factual information and then her detailed story about what it was like to get one. I think it would be really useful for anyone considering getting an IUD, and also it's just good to hear about what it is like going to the gynecologist office, because it's something that doesn't get talked about much.
2 ounces
3.00 u.s., 3.50 canada and mexico, 3.80 international

Brainscan 23
Travel stories: from being a teenager to now, going to see Morrisey in SF, exploring the urban legends in Salt Lake City being a merch-girl, going on zine tour, going on a crusie with her family to Russia.
She also writes about misogyny
2 ounces
3.00 u.s., 3.50 canada and mexico, 3.80 international
Cometbus #53
OUT OF STOCK.
should be getting more in soon
Cometbus was the first zine I ever read. It is stories, social commentary, interviews, mini-novels, punk. This issue is half Aaron Cometbus's writing and half Maddalena Polletta. Aaron has an interview with the founder of PUNK magazine, back in the very beginning of punk. and a couple stories, one of which mentions the time I stole a car to come visit him.
Maddalena's stories are about her mom dieing and the aftermath. Very beautifully written. Bleak and stunning.
xxx ounces
xx u.s., xx canada and mexico, xx international

dad.
Timothy wrote this zine four years after his dad died of cancer. He wrote about his dad every day for a month, and this zine is selections from that writing. His dad was from S.Africa and had been a white, anti-apartied activist before moving to the u.s. So there are parts about that and part about Timothy wondering what it would have been like to come out to his dad as being trans. Wishes and regrets and so much more.
I wish I had read this zine after my mom died, because it would have helped me to understand what it might be like four years later.
1 ounce
2.40 u.s., 2.55 canada and mexico, 2.80 international

Do It Yourself Gynecological Exam
this is just a tiny introduction about how and why to do your own speculum and gynecological exam.
"Self exams offer women the ability to see the normal changes our bodies go through and notice the markers of potential problems... As our knowledge grows, we take back the power to care for ourselves.
.25 to anywhere when ordered with other zines

Don't Be A Dick
A zine about rape culture, male socialization, a critique of traditional porn, the importance of consent.
It is so important that guys start doing this work, and this is a really good introduction zine about these issues. excerpt from intro: "This is a zine intended primarily for straight, non-trans men to do something about sexual violence and rape in their own lives. In a way, I'm writing this for my past self - I could have used something like this a couple of years ago..."
2 ounces
1.50 u.s., 1.90 canada and mexico, 2.75 international

Doris 27 is about creating your own reasons for writing, doing things even thought you're scared, it's about tour and making friends and living
2 ounces
2.60 u.s., 3.00 canada and mexico, 3.80 international



The Doris Anthology
is almost all of the writing from Doris 1-18, including a short story from before I wrote zines. It's got the Anti-Depression guide in it, and a million other things.
16 ounces
12.75 u.s., 14.80 canada and mexico, 20.75 international

Doris 26
hope and language and shyness and social ecology and truth.
2 ounces
2.60 u.s., 3.00 canada and mexico, 3.80 international

Doris 25
anarchism and keeping focus and who do you want to be and also about quitting drinking.
2 ounces
2.60 u.s., 3.00 canada and mexico, 3.80 international

Doris 24
Ohio, Politics, the Pitchfork Strategy, Primitivism, and Punk.
2 ounces
2.60 u.s., 3.00 canada and mexico, 3.80 international

Doris 23
this is about love and my grandma and abortion and menstrual extraction and being in jail and camping.
2 ounces
2.60 u.s., 3.00 canada and mexico, 3.80 international

Doris 22 and 21 both.
these are printed on newsprint and have a lot of stuff about abuse, but also about anarchism and gender and girl gangs and all kinds of stuff.
2 ounces
1.60 u.s. for both, 2.00 canada and mexico, 2.80 international

Doris 15, the DIY Antidepression Guide
Back by popular demand!
3 ounces
2.75 u.s., 3.55 canada and mexico, 4.00 international

The Eyes of the Man
this is a fiction story by my friend Suzy Subways. it's about a girl who kills her mom's rapist. and about queerness and activism
3 ounces
3.75 u.s., 4.55 canada and mexico, 6.00 international

Fighting Back: self defence for women and girls
this is a onesheet zine that has basic advice about self-defense. body language, verbal strategies, fighting moves. It's a good guide for starting to do self-defense with your friends.
.75 to anywhere if ordered with another zine

Gender Oppression, Abuse, Violence: Community Accountability Within the People of Color Progressive Movement this is one of the best explanations of identifying and dealing with abuse within radical communities I've seen. It is very straightforward, defining sexual harassment, sexual abuse/assault and intimate partner abuse, talking about denial, minimizing, victim blaming, counter-organizing, and other ways people try to manipulate and get out of being accountable. It has a great, detailed section on creating an accountablity process with the goal as "transformation toward liberation".
2 ounces
3.25 u.s., 3.70 canada and mexico, 4.50 international
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!more zines!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! for zines that start with H to Q for zines from R to Z